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I can’t ever remember a time, since I started liking girls, that I didn’t have some form of a cuck and humiliation fetish. I don’t even know where it really began. I’ve been fascinated with big dicks since the first time I saw one in a 1990’s porn magazine, that a childhood friend stole from his dad. Sometimes it just feels like I was born this way. Maybe it’s a little bit of my jealous personality or the fact that I was born with a small dick (3 1/2 inches had). No matter the source I lust for experiences.
When I was young I had an older friend that got me in to his dad’s old porno magazines. I was immediately infatuated and bought dozens of them off of him. I preferred reading the stories more than anything. I loved hearing about cheating wives and their hung lovers.
I never got very much attention from pretty girls growing up, so I admired them from afar. I was the guy who bought them gifts and ended up being used by them. They would take my gifts, go out with me(my treat) but never date me.
My very first sexual act of any kind was at a sleepover. A bunch of friends were spending the night together and started playing truth or dare. Dares started out simple with eating hot stuff and drinking concoctions. Next thing I knew, it was pulling your dick out or getting naked and running outside. It became my turn and the others made me take dare. I didn’t want to do a dare because I knew I had a small dick. I didn’t want everyone else to see it. Sure enough the dare was for me to flash my dick. The dare was to get hard, pull it out and jack off in front of all my friends. I pleaded and three of the five guys agreed that if I wanted to get out of it, I had to hold each of their dicks for 10 seconds. I never had a gay thought in my mind prior to this. I was so committed to not showing my tiny dick that I agreed. One by one they unzipped, pulled out and placed their dicks and nut sacks on my hand while one of them counted to 10. A few made sure to get hard before putting their dicks on my hand. They were all larger than me. One was uncircumcised (first time seeing one), and one was significantly bigger than all the rest. The biggest belonged to a fit, good looking friend. I could feel the heaviness as soon as it flopped in to my hand. He had huge balls and they overflowed out of the palm of my hand. I can remember the warm, sweaty and heavy felling of his dick. It’s a memory I can’t forget.
Another dare made that night was two friends jerking each other off at the same time, first one to finish had to taste the other’s cum. I had some really perverted friends. We all ended up going to sleep a little after that and never talked about that night or did anything like this ever again. But that night had a lasting effect on me. It was the turning point in me becoming obsessed with becoming a cuck.
It wasn’t till I was in my late teens when I heard or learned about the term “cuckold.”My porn search started with big dick category, went to cheating wives, next was BBC, gangbang, bukkake and then finally Cuckold. As soon as I saw my first cuckold scene, I knew it was what I could get off to for the rest of my life. My dick was so hard it hurt and I was dripping precum. I could’ve cum without touching my dick.
Relationship wise, I dated several girls throughout my late teens and early 20’s. Always tried pushing the envelope with each one to do kinkier and kinkier things without coming out and asking them to make me a cuck. I would buy them toys, fuck them with strap ons, talk dirty to them, call them sluts and push them towards other guys. We would go to parties, get drunk and play truth or dare with friends. I always told them I was ok with them kissing other men as dares or flashing everyone their tits. A few ended up cheating which gave me great pleasure, but the relationships faded soon after. One girl I dated told all our friends that she never knew pleasure till she fucked the next guy after me because he made her orgasm every time they had sex. This was immensely embarrassing for me and yet still turned me on.
I was hooked on becoming a cuck and couldn’t make anything happen, so my next ploy was to hook up with married women. I was somehow acting like the bull but it was for my sick pleasure. I liked fucking a woman who was getting fucked by someone else. Sometimes I was lucky enough to fuck them and eat out their pussy just after them being filled by their husbands. One had a husband with a BBC, but she didn’t always enjoy sex with him because of his size. She liked having my small dick to get her off from time to time. I loved fucking her loose pussy.
I ended up getting in a serious relationship with a much older woman, Rachel, who I knew was a freak. On our very first date we fucked in the back row of a movie theater, unprotected. She rode my dick in a crowded theatre without second guessing. After I finished in her, she lifted herself off me and let all the cum drip back down on my dick and balls. She dropped to her knees and licked it all off of me. We had great sex and often times in public places. All her holes were always open to me. I really thought I hit the jackpot. I felt sure she would go along with cucking me.
When I first introduced “cuckold” to her she seemed ok with exploring it. We watched a video on porn hub with a BBC and a very submissive husband. She played along and would talk dirty about hooking up with other men. We kept pushing things with toys and restraints. We eventually bought a big strap-on for me to fuck her with. It was 7 1/2 inches long, 3 inches thick, and black with veins popping out of it. It was made to feel like a real big black cock.
The very first time I saw her grab the dildo I almost finished in my underwear immediately. She was drunk and stared at it with excitement. We eventually introduced it in to the bedroom and I fucked her hard wearing it. We made up a role play scenario about her cheating on me. I made her put a Magnum XL condom on the dildo. When I fucked her with it, she would cum so hard that she would pass out when she was having an orgasm. She’d wake back up just to ask me to do it all over again.
I started to feel very comfortable being open with her and expressed my need to make my fantasy come true. Rachel seemed very open to it, till I told her I wanted to grab the bulls cock and guide it in to her. This was something I dreamed of. She lost it and started calling me gay and a faggot. I backtracked as much as I could but the damage was done. I became very reserved with her. I could tell she had mixed emotions about the situation. I refused to ever push it again.
At this point our sex life stalled for a bit. We went back to having a very vanilla sex life. Until one night while we were out with her best friend, Monica and her best friend’s husband, Dave, drinking at a bar. Rachel, out of the blue mentioned to me that Monica and Dave were swingers. I played along nonchalantly and didn’t press for more details. I could instantly feel my dick growing and I started buying everyone shots. We were all having a great time. Rachel was flirting with Dave right in front of me. Rachel was feeling very tipsy and a he told me she knew Dave was “very big downstairs”. She said Monica told her all about it and showed her pictures and a video of her giving him a blowjob. Rachel described her friend using two hands on his dick and there still being a lot of dick left.
They invited us back to their home for more drinks at the end of the night. When we walked in their house Dave grabbed Monica, pressed her against the wall and started kissing and rubbing all over her body. They invited us to their bedroom. Rachel grabbed my hand and pulled me to the along. It was exhilarating to say the least.
Monica and Dave took off everything but their underwear and laid down having a heaving make out session. Rachel looked over at me, then turned and crawled on the bed. She slowly and seductively pulled her best friend’s panties off exposing her pussy. She started to rub Monica’s clit. She lowered her face in between Monica’s legs started eating her out. Monica and Rachel seemed very comfortable with exploring each other, couldn’t have been the first time. I was frozen in place watching. Rachel was fingering her best friend and licking her clit. They took turns going down on each other and us guys just sat back and enjoyed the show. They 69ed each other and practically had their whole hands fisting each other’s pussies.
I was very turned on and I started to stroke my dick through my pants. I caught a glimpse of Dave moving around off to the side and when he turned around I got an unobstructed view of the biggest, hardest dick I’d ever seen in person. It stood straight out at attention and looked as fat around as a soda can. He was uncircumcised and it was my first time seeing an uncircumcised cock. As soon as I saw it, I couldn’t keep my eyes off of it. I was envious. He caught me staring and grinned. He grabbed his dick and gave it a couple strokes making it grow even bigger. How the fuck could I compete with that? Can Rachel take something that big? I was questioning everything at this point. Will I get a chance to touch it? What will Rachel’s pussy feel like after he fucks her? I was worried and excited at the same time.
Dave started touching his wife’s soaking wet pussy and pinching her nipples. Rachel looked back at me from her hands and knees, still hovering over her best friends pussy, then she turned and stared directly at Dave’s big dick. She reached out and grabbed his cock pulling it towards her. Dave scooted towards her and she took his manhood in to her mouth, sucking on it. Rachel was stuffing it in her mouth and Dave was enjoying every second of it. She was slobbering on it, gagging herself.
Monica moved out of their way and positioned herself next to me. Rachel laid back on the bed and pulled Dave’s cock over her face and in to her mouth. She laid there looking at me while trying to swallow his dick whole. She rubbed his dick on her cheeks, between her lips, dragged it across her forehead and then started slapping herself with it. She rubbed it between her tits and slapped her nipples with it. She never looked sexier to me than she did then.
Monica tried to get me involved with her. We kissed a little and then she went straight to jack off my dick and sucking on the tip. I just couldn’t get in to it with her while my wife was sucking this huge dick. My dick would go soft when she obstructed my view. She was getting agitated with my tiny, soft dick.
Monica pulled me in for a kiss and as soon as I heard a whimper, I pushed her away to look at Rachel. Dave had lined up behind Rachel and was rubbing the tip of his big cock against my lovers pussy. Rachel stared right at me. She called out to me to make sure she had my full attention. She reached back between her legs, grabbed Dave’s cock at the base, pushed his foreskin back, lined it up and then pulled it in to her pussy. Her eyes closed and her body jolted. Rachel was in another world. She started moaning loud, “fuck, fuck, fuck!” Dave quickened the pace and got a little aggressive. He worked up to jackhammering his cock in to her. I could see her pussy lips stretched so wide, they stuck to his dick every time he pulled out. She was moaning and begging for more like I’ve never seen.
Monica was getting upset because I wasn’t paying any attention to her. I fingered her to keep her happy but my eyes were glued to Dave and Rachel. Dave said out loud, “Where do you want me to cum?” Rachel looked over at me, then at Monica and back to Dave. Then she said in a slutty voice,” Deep in my pussy” as she looked back at me staring me straight in the eyes. He was grunting and she was moaning. They finished at the same time, it was a sexy scene. Rachel looked completely exhausted and her pussy looked gaped open. Lips were stretched out open and I could see straight in to her pussy. I could see a big glob of cum slowly coming out. I wanted her pussy so bad right then.
Monica started sucking on my dick again right when this was happening. At the sight of my wife being used like a whore and cumming, I shot my load straight in to Monica’s mouth with out a warning. She was furious. She was pissed that her husband shot his cum in Rachel unprotected, she was mad that I had a small dick and finished quick in her mouth without warning. She was just mad about the whole scenario.
I quickly moved over to Rachel and climbed between her legs. I shoved my face in her pussy and eat her out even though she was resisting me a little. She said she wanted to clean up first but as soon as my tongue dug deep in her pussy she couldn’t resist and her thighs flopped open. I was licking out every last drop from her pussy and doing my best to make her cum with my mouth. I never felt more submissive and in my place than in that moment. I ate every last drop till we were both spent.
Both couples went our separate ways that night, never to talk about this night again. Rachel and I ended up breaking up and moving on with our lives. I haven’t come close to experiencing that again with any of my relationships.
Trying to relive this experience, I resorted to hiring a couple once to watch them have sex. I told them what my fetish was and they put on a show for me. I got to do it all with them. He undressed standing right in front of me and grabbed my hand and put it on his soft dick. I slowly jerked him hard, staring at it the whole time watching it grow. It grew and grew and grew till it was almost as big as my forearm. All the veins were bulging out. I got to hold his cock and cup his huge balls while pushing his dick in to his girl. I set up a few feet away from them while they fucked reverse cowgirl. I got on my knees right in front of them, jerking off watching his dick jackhammer her pussy. When he finished, his cock came out of her and his cum flew everywhere. Some hit my face and dripped on to my dick while I was jerking off. This sent me over the edge and I finished instantly. It felt amazing to participate in something like this but at the end of the night, I paid for this and she was not my girl. It didn’t fully satisfy me.
I hope to one day experience being the cuck I know I’m meant to be and serve a hot-wife and bull. I’m very submissive and get great pleasure from serving. I hope to find a hot-wife that will let me serve her and the bull with my mouth. Happy hunting.
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