I(F34) want to try out an experience with bull, but I’m worried about the affect it might have on our relation. Seeking suggestions from Hotwives.[Hotwife’s perspective]

Hi, I’m very new to this lifestyle and haven’t ever tried it yet. I heard about it from my hubby 2 months ago and was curious about it. He had shared some videos and in all of them the wives too seem to be enjoying a lot. He didn’t say he wants to try it but I’ve noticed that he seems to be watching this stuff a lot. When I jokingly said if he would like that in real life, he said said sure. I’m not sure if that was a serious answer or he too was joking. As a wife, I’m worried if we try this lifestyle, would it impact our relationship? At the same time, I can’t stop noticing the pleasure the wives too get especially if the guy is large everywhere. My hubby is small built and even though I love him unconditionally, there are certain things he can’t offer. I know while these videos might be acting, I would like to know an honest opinion from other Hotwives here. You can DM me too if you don’t want to reply here.