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This is the first proper breakthrough with my beautiful girlfriend, this might not be as exciting for others as it is a first for me, but it definitely will allow others to relate on how exciting it can get when your partner finally agrees.
My Filipina Gf, grew up in a very religious background, very conservative, before me all she had was one bf and she has only ever slept with one man other than me.
As a Filipino, with a slightly below average dick, even just knowing that she used to take an 8inch thick white cock was already quite exhilarating, there was a time when she allowed me to see a video of her sucking her ex’s cock and also allowed me to hear her getting fucked by him. I heard in those Audios her saying “you’re so deep, you’re so deep”, words I’d never hear from her when I fuck her.
She’s so cute, she tries to be careful with her words when talking about her past sex life, trying not to hurt me, but with a bit of prompting she admitted that she used to climax almost 3 times a round with her ex, and though she felt embarrassed to admit, she told me that she hasn’t yet experienced it once with me.
The feeling of being less really does a lot for me.
But then came the breakthrough, there has been plenty of times that I have told her about my fetish but every time I would tell her the version where I would avoid the stigma of being a cuck, I would always try to water it down and just say that I love the idea of her enjoying her self, and ofc that’d a lot easier with a bigger cock and a much more experienced man.
That’s how I planted the seed to normalize the idea to her, so I can admit to her further down the line, not to convince her but just to be fully transparent, cause when I keep it in, as a secret specially from someone I love so dearly, it feels suffocating.
So came the day when I finally told her the unfiltered truth.
This happened when I moved to the Philippines, and I left her in England, I had to move for business reasons but she will follow me here to live with me in about a year or two. But this Idea was sparked due to us talking about our sex life and how we can keep it healthy, but we both are not really into virtual sex, like images or even sex on chat. So I said to her “i have a suggestion”.
I offered a one way open relationship, at first she was in shock, because she couldn’t comprehend how it would be beneficial for me, she was also quite conscious because she was afraid that I would use this as a gateway to maybe open the relationship fully for me to sleep with other girls in the future, she is a jealous type, most of time it’s healthy, because she does explain that it comes from a vulnerable place when she asks these sort of questions, I reassured her that I am more than satisfied to witness her sleep with other from afar.
The first conversation, was non-progressive, it was simply a way for us to talk about the dynamic and the potential boundaries. She was very curious, but quite defensive in a way that she would say “look it sparks a curiosity in me, but i’m still not so enticed” because she doesn’t get attracted to men very easily through physical appearance, it takes her time, so the idea of one night stands for her almost feels transactional, even almost clinical, as if it’s just a prescription to keep our sex life “healthy”.
We stopped talking about it that day on neutral grounds, she says she’d think about it and try to find ways to tailor it to her liking.
The very next day, we spoke about it again, but this time, she initiated, but before she said anything I proposed something to her.
I said that “I know exactly how your cute little brain works, you can’t sleep with someone unless there’s a level of emotional connection, so let me make an adjustment to the potential boundaries.”
I told her that I will allow her to operate as if she’s single, towards people who try to advance. She can say she doesn’t have a bf, and as for anyone who she already has a connection with, she can say that we broke up, or are on a break.
I told her she’d be allowed to talk to any guy, in any manner she wants, for as long as she wants and as often she desires.
Whilst we were on video call I saw her eye sparkle, as if she had finally connected to it fully.
Then she admitted to me that, she wants to do it, but she said she wants to be in control, I ask her in what way.
She says that she wants to be able to do it in a sneaky way, she says that the brat in her makes her want to tease me, by leaving breadcrumbs here and there, she wants to leave hints, sometimes by accident sometimes intentionally. From what she explained, she wants to keep it in a dynamic where it still feels like she’s not allowed to do it, so she feels the thrill and the “naughtiness” of trying ti get away with something, so close to cheating.
I asked her “what if I don’t notice the hints, for a long time, at what point will you tell me?” She simply responds, “you’ll definitely know about it love”.
She also makes clear to me that “however, at any point, whenever you request, I can give you full disclosure, and send you all the pictures and videos we have together, sexual or non-sexual” which was reassuring.
That shit turned me on so much.
We even spoke about certain scenarios, i asked her “what if I call you, in the middle of you getting fucked by another guy, would you pick up?” She says “maybe not, but if we’e just had an argument, DEFINITELY not”
I kept calling her a slut in a joking way, telling her how much this excites me, and I could see in her that she’s so ready for this too.
I also asked her “what if the other guy, is much better than me in bed? Making you scream in ways i never could or maybe he’s so much hotter than me and has a way bigger cock?”
She responds… “i’ll just send you proof?”
Never felt so cucked in my life and I can’t wait to update you all in the next few weeks or even maybe months when she finally find another guy.
I’ll keep you all updated. Wish me luck, and for those who are waiting for their first breakthrough, best of luck fellow cucks! ??
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