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I’m 34M, married to my wife (31F) for over 14 years. We ran away together when we were 21 – 18, had a kid, and made it through all kinds of struggles. She’s sweet, loyal, still blushes when I kiss her neck. But for the last year, I’ve been totally obsessed with her college ex this Muslim guy she dated back in class 11–12. This Muslim guy was 22 back then. She has soft Asian features small frame, delicate face, that innocent look that makes people underestimate her. He was the opposite vibe. Taller. Lean. Sharp jaw. Confident. That effortless bad-boy energy. The kind of guy who knows girls notice him.
She used to say they were together for 5–6 months. Now she swears it was only 2–3 months, they only met up physically 2–3 times, always in a group, never alone. She calls it “not real boyfriend-girlfriend,” just “kissing/forehead stuff,” insists she’s “pure,” and says there was no sex before marriage. Every time I bring it up, she downplays it hard.
Years ago, I catfished him pretending to be her he admitted grabbing her boobs in a cinema hall and said her breathing got heavy. But he wouldn’t go further, just said “what’s the point of talking about old stuff.” Even in recent chats (still pretending to be her), he won’t get sexy or drop any hints about more.
From the pics she showed me (and some I found), he was taller, sharper jawline, lean, long hair, sunglasses, shirtless pool pics flexing, chain, tongue-out smirk total bad-boy playboy vibe. I’m good-looking too, but not like that. My face is more oval and gets round if I gain a bit of weight. Early on, she even called him handsome straight to my face.
On our first night together, she was shaved smooth, her pussy swollen and puffy, dripping wet. She grabbed my cock, spread herself with two fingers, guided me in while laughing “is it inside?” because she barely felt me at first. Told me “please go slow,” but she stayed relaxed, took hard pounding all night and into the morning missionary, her on top, spooning, multiple rounds. No pain, no blood, no tensing up. She enjoyed it, said she felt “full” for days after. Later she even admitted “yes” when I teased that her pussy already knew how to take my cock.
She never let me finger her deep until pretty recently only clit stuff before. Now she guides my fingers the same way she guided my cock back then.
She’s always been the perfect “good wife” cut off college friends, no wild past showing. But lately she’s gone feral: sits on my lap every day, grinds on me, says stuff like “yes a lot,” “I would fuck that big dick a lot,” “I need that feeling,” “do whatever you want” (slap, choke, bite, rough). She makes eye contact with black guys when we are out. She’s obsessed with BBC belly bulge, going deep, rough, breeding, “more fun with BBC.”
I told her straight up: “If you want it, I’m okay with it. I was shocked about your past, but not about the future if we both agree and you want to try.” She said yes to dildo/fantasy play. But no to a real guy she says I’d go into “deep shock.”
In my head, he’s superior: sharper jaw, more masculine, probably bigger, the one who first made her legs weak and gave her that craving “feeling.” I leak precum just thinking about her at 18 short skirt, no panties, breathing heavy while he grabbed her tits in the cinema, then maybe took her somewhere private and fucked her deep until she couldn’t walk, making her cum harder than ever.
Now she’s all mine but I can’t stop thinking she still craves what he gave her… only bigger, rougher, blacker. She said yes to a BBC dildo, so I’m buying one soon. Part of me hopes she’ll eventually say yes to more.
Am I crazy? Or is this the hottest thing that’s ever happened to our marriage?
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