My [22f] gf and I [23m] were on a break [cuckolds perspective]

About a year ago me and my gf went on a short break. During this period we were still living together and she started going to parties I knew she was getting fucked a lot and I couldn’t do anything about it. Instead of getting jealous I started to pry I found out that she went to a party with a guy then his friend started fingering her while the original guy was asleep. She also told me she had a threesome with 2 guys who were both bigger than me and that she met a guy who fucked her so hard he broke the bed This one hurt bc I usually have to go slow or I cum to fast so I’m never rough. She told me that she was with a guy double my size thick and long and I actually knew him from school she said it was hard to suck bc it wouldn’t fit and she couldn’t wrap her hands around it she also told me that she hurt for days after he fucked her and that he couldn’t even get fully in. Now everytime we have sex I have to bring it up to get her fully aroused. She cums the hardest she ever does when she thinks about him.