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Disclaimer: My wife has not yet had sex with another guy. This is a longish story about our steady growth towards what might someday become that. It may be a good read for anyone else interested in this or in a similar position with their wife. Or, for anyone with more experience who could help me try to guess where things might go from here.
We got married young, I was 24 and she was 22. It’s clear to anyone with a set of eyes that I’m the lucky one in the dynamic. My wife is objectively gorgeous: big, blue eyes, blond medium length hair, and a killer body to go with it, most pronounced being her perfect pair of tits. She is now in her early 30s, but could be mistaken for mid-20s any day of the week.
Me, on the other hand? I might not be bad, but nothing special either. A pretty typical man, for better or worse. I’m taller, 6’2, but very skinny and my face isn’t great. I constantly get told how much I scored with my wife and I agree completely.
Of course, along with all of her great physical attributes, she has the emotional and mental ones that actually made me fall in love with her. No question in my mind we weren’t meant to be married, and quickly we did.
To this point, I am the only sexual partner my wife has ever had. And overall, I’d say we’ve had quite a good sex life, but with a little bit of a wane in recent years. I feel like ebbs and flows like this are a little inevitable, though I envy anyone who’s able to keep things consistent for decades. But, at no point was I ever dissatisfied, more so understanding that a sex life can’t ever be the same as it was when the relationship first begins. But, because of my wife’s background, she was always relatively vanilla and sex just wasn’t a huge part of our life.
I wish I could pin-point the moment I first imagined her taking another guy. It wasn’t really steady, it’s like the image popped into my mind one day and then wouldn’t leave. It became a bit of an obsession. Of course, not exactly the easiest thing to admit to yourself. I used to think forums like this were funny, mostly people role playing, perhaps subconsciously knowing that I wanted the same thing deep down? At the same time, it was hard for me to believe that men actually wanted to see their wife with someone else.
Of course, I kept this new fantasy to myself, for all the reasons already mentioned but also because my wife was not the type of person who would take that well. But, every time we had sex, the thought would linger in the back of mind. I’d be on top of her, giving her everything I had, watching my average cock go in and out and watching her facial expressions stay flat regardless of how much effort I put in. I’d always have to go down on her to get her off, which, I’m happy to do. And still am. I liked submitting to her and doing what I needed to for her, but ultimately it felt like she needed to be brought to an orgasm with raw, passionate fucking. She gets so, so wet, and to an extent that made me feel like I just wasn’t providing the friction she needed to have good pleasure from sex.
The next step was buying the dildo. I ordered one and then sent her a screenshot, being too nervous and awkward to tell her directly. I had no idea how she was going to respond, but she was open to it. She told me I was “hot,” for being willing to try something like that. The wait for the toy to arrive was painful. The unknown made me nervous. But, the night finally came and I gave her the dildo. It was like the first time she was ever fucked, based on what I could see. She came just from the in-and-out motions and then sat there awkwardly after, trying to pretend we both didn’t see her orgasm from penetration alone.
I wanted to talk to her about it, but she was so shy and outright refused to admit what happened. Then, she basically said no to the dildo for weeks. It was only after a long period of time we worked it back in, her gradually accepting her enjoyment of it more and more. The rapid escalation came when I first started dirty talking, referring to it as “an other cock” which she immediately got into, to my surprise.
Sometime after that escalation, I finally admitted it, but it was a little half-hearted and “wimpy” for lack of a better term. She did not enjoy the idea. She immediately thought I was trying to scheme sex for myself, with another woman. She immediately wondered why I wasn’t possessive enough of her. Not to sound dramatic, but she broke my heart and said she wanted nothing to do with it, or the toy, or any aspect of the fantasy. I accepted this. What other option was there? If she wasn’t into it, not only did I want to push her into something she didn’t want, but her enjoyment is mostly what I was into it to begin with.
I did indeed, drop it. This may be good advice for anyone whose wife rejects this the first time they hear it. Plant the seed, share your desires, then just shut the fuck up about it. If your wife likes it deep down, she’ll come back around, and if she doesn’t, she doesn’t. Pushing can’t result in anything good. Anyway, my wife knew that I was sad about the whole thing, and wanted to try and spice things up in another way. Long story short, we decided to watch porn together for the first time. She always told me she never watched porn, which I foolishly believed. Turns out, she was a gooner this whole time, and loved watching clips on Reddit.
Yet another escalation. I found videos both with and without the cuck and Hotwife theme, including cheating videos. Now, my wife and I are addicted to these. She saves them so we can watch them later. She at first was just saving more vanilla clips, but now she saves outright cheating videos. She gets off so hard while we watch them and the dirty talk has been just.. amazing. She’ll talk about being jealous of the women in the videos, say that she has never been fucked like then, and will even say that she wishes she was one of the women in FMF videos but will say that in her fantasy, the man involved is never me. It’s been normalized over the past couple of months, but on occasion I look back on the wife I married years ago and wonder what the hell is happening, how this could even be real etc. I am just in awe that she is even willing to go far enough to say that my cock isn’t big enough to give her the pleasure we are seeing in the videos we watch.
Part of it is so thrilling, so exciting. But, part of me also wonders: is it a mistake to open up this door? My wife is genuinely gorgeous; she posted some body pictures on a subreddit and got so many great comments and messages. Again, something I can’t even believe she would ever do. But not only did she do it, she got off on it. She wants to post more, even! But, basically, there’s no doubt in my mind that if she opens herself up to it, there will be a deluge of men, some bigger and better than me, wanting to have sex with her.
She also now talks about guys she encounters in public and guys she finds attractive. One in particular works at a coffee shop she frequents. At first it was a joke, but one night we were really high and I started to grill her on him. I eventually asked, if this guy invited you over for sex, and I said sure, insisted, etc., would you do it?
She admitted yes, she would. She would fuck him. I keep encouraging her to go back, see if she can talk to him, or even find someone else who might be interested. Our new thing during porn or using the dildo is for me to tell her to imagine that it’s another guy doing that to her, and she gets off so, so hard every single time.
Our sex life is fully re-invigorated, and I have some reason to believe it’s because of this new layer. She now brings things up on her own. The other day, i was eating her pussy, and she said she wanted “a cock” to cum in her. She was ovulating; and the idea that she was subconsciously craving getting filled like that not by “my cock,” but by “a cock,” drove me absolutely crazy.
Do you all think this could actually happen some day? Does anyone have any similar stories? What in the world is my next step?
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