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First things first, I want to apologize for any holes in my story or anything that doesn’t make sense. I’m not the best at recapping or story telling, this actually happened and is a recap, I’d love any advice to improve. If you have any questions about missing context or about my story in general please ask and I’ll answer the best I can!
For context; my GF has 6 bodies and tells me I’m her best pretty much everything. We’ve been together for a little over 3 years. I’m a pretty self aware person so as to why I’m drawn to cuckolding is bc; before we got together she was with a guy that she’s been on and off with, mainly on, he was her first for pretty much everything. Unfortunately he passed away 4 years ago. She wasn’t able any sort of closure for that relationship so I understand, but she talks about him quite a bit. It’s not everyday and not even every week now that I know just about everything about the guy lol. At first I was kind of mad, and jealous that this guy who wasn’t me held a big piece of her heart. The more and more she brought it up that changed, I started to imagine them together, in bed. I was so turned on by this I couldn’t get the thought of her with another guy out of my head. I wasn’t going to ever tell her about my fantasy because I wanted to make sure it was something I actually wanted. I’m still not sure how I’d genuinely react, I can guess, but from what I’ve read you don’t really know till it happens.
Also a while ago I got her a 3 pack of dildos, we tried the biggest one (10”) without lube (I know) obviously it didn’t fit.
My favorite part of the day is when my gf comes home and she tells me about hers. She starts telling me about her day and somehow gets on the topic of her dad, who hasn’t been very active in her life since middle school, she told me he’s had sex with guys before which really confused her bc he was super homophobic and racist when she was a kid. She seemed like the fact her father liked guys wasn’t anything super crazy, which made me more confident finally telling her about my fantasy.
After she tells me about the rest of her day I get into some sexual talks about her past. I’ve always enjoyed asking my partners who they’ve slept with and the details, even before I knew what cuckolding was. She’s told me about her past before but never in much detail. So I asked her who her best was, besides me of course. She said she didn’t know. That all the sex she had before me she felt was really for her enjoyment but for the guy’s. Before I say the next part I want to say, I’m not small by any means (7”). so I brought up one of her exes, the only one with a bigger dick than me, she said he was too big (this made me a lil crazy, but I kept it composed) not too big as in he couldn’t enter, said he was too long and not thick enough. “If you have a dick that big you want some girth to it you know?” is exactly what she said. Later in the conversation I asked her if he had more girth does she think she would’ve enjoyed it more, she said yes pretty lightly and kinda backtracked saying she doesn’t want to be with another guy(this is after I told her my fantasy) so back to before, after she said that about the girth I guess I made some sort of face bc she asked me what I wanted to say, I was imagining her with a bigger dick, I didn’t want to say that at first but eventually I told her I think it would be hot if she had sex with another guy. I didn’t say cuck specifically bc outside of the fetish it has a lot of negative light and she’s a very vanilla girl when it comes to sex. She didn’t seem turned off or bothered that I have these fantasies, more confused than anything. She asked if I was joking, or if I was serious, I don’t really remember. I told her I’m serious, I said I’d prefer if they were bigger than me. She said if I wanted it to bigger it definitely wouldn’t happen, in a kind of laugh, she then referred to the bigger dildo that didn’t workout before. She told me she wouldn’t want to have sex, or a threesome, with another girl. Said she couldn’t have sex with another guy because it feels like cheating, or that the thing she enjoys the most about sex between us is the emotional connection. I assured her that wasn’t cheating bc I would be there and/or know about it. She asked why I was into it. I said the baseline stuff, I think it would be hot seeing her take something bigger than me and enjoying it, some other stuff along those lines. I also told her how it made me feel, emotions wise. She thought I never got jealous bc I never showed it in the past, but that’s a part of the cuck fantasy and part of why it draws me in. She then asks me if I’m gay, caught me off guard as I didn’t expect a question like that. I told her no, I’m not attracted to guys. She then asks “so you would never suck dick?” Again, kinda of caught me off guard, but I told her “I never said that” and she was understanding about that as well. She then tells me without me asking that if she were to have sex with a Women, whoever it was would have to be the dom. This is pretty much the end of our conversation, but to end it off she said she wouldn’t fuck another guy. I said if not that’s ok.
This was before the end of the conversation but idk where at it goes and I wanted to include it, but I brought up trying the bigger dildo again, she’s agreed to try it again with lube this time. I’m looking forward to that ????
I fell asleep shortly after, since I’ve woken up it’s the only thing I can think about so I had to share it I guess ???? I still can’t believe she knows know, and doesn’t think less of me bc of it. I don’t know what I expected but it wasn’t that lol. Funny enough I had the best sleep I’ve had it a while.
For now my plan is to only talk about it if she brings it up, I feel I’ve said enough for her to form some options and I don’t want to annoy her away from it bc it’s the only thing I talk about lmao. It also gives me time to think on it too.
My biggest takeaway from it all is that she doesn’t seem disgusted by it, just confused.
Thank you to anyone that read this! If you have any thoughts, advice or critiques please leave a comment!
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