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After being on a cuckold lifestyle (hidden from the public) for a very long time, me and my wife have had our ups and downs. We’ve been through this for more than a decade and the worst moment that came from it was about 4 years ago.
It was during the first year marriage, I started getting too focused on the cuck fetish that I ended up forgetting about the person that I should put first above everything.
So I pushed her away and became a gooner without noticing and masturbating alone more often and as a result I stoped having sex with her. We became more frustrated because of it and we had fights almost every day. It also didn’t help that it was the first time that we lived together and live kept bringing more hardships.
Even tho she loved the lifestyle she has her romantic needs, as a husband I wasn’t it. So obviously she ended up looking for attention with another man. Not in the cuckold way, the real couple cheating way.
Long Story short, when I found out it almost broke me and nearly ended our relationship.
I don’t blame her for doing it, I was a horrible partner to her but after a long two weeks of discussion we decided to change ourselves for the better and stay together.
A lot of you wouldn’t agree with that but we had more to lose if we broke up.
I found out by one day snooping around her phone while she was asleep. It was gut punching, literally. They had been meeting up behind my back for almost a year and the worst part was that, as I was reading their messages and seeing their photos together, I got hard.
I knew it was bad and something was very wrong with me. In the end I was cheated on, not cucked so the Bonner went away.
Pretty sad huh? We’ll that was the first year of our marriage and after we decided to stay together and give it another shot, well, we got better. We stopped the whole cuckold thing for a while to focus on us and when we brought it up again, it was more controlled by my end, now I can switch in and out of being a cuck.
Why am I telling you the worst moment this fetish made happen/ worst time of our relationship? Because it has been years later and now I into humiliation shit. Being a submissive degraded sissy boy bitch. All between the cuck thing.
And my wife is surprisingly into that, being all dominant and used by other men in front of me but she doesn’t really know how to bring the humiliation part since getting fucked in front of me is not something that I’m against. Lol
I told her that I want her to hurt me emotionally and this week as we were casually talking about it after sex she asked if talking about the cheating was okay.
That she had done a lot of things with the guy behind my back that no other guy or me has done to her since. She wasn’t fully okay with the idea but she said that she would warm up to it if I was okay with it.
I told her that I didn’t know, I asked a few things about it and the more she said the hardest my dick got. Just like when I found out about them. Is it wrong to do this? I think it may be a mistake but it feels so good.
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