First time [m23] watching gf [f21] taking bbc. [Cuckolds perspective]

So starting out, for a few years I was trying to convince my gf to try things out with other guys. However, she was really hesitant because it would be something very new for her and she didn’t want to risk losing me. It took her a while to agree but after a couple years she was ready. She had a black friend who was previously trying to get at her but stopped talking but I brought up the idea of doing stuff with him so she entertained it.

After some talking we both agreed that we should try it out with her old friend. The same day she added him back on snapchat it was the same day they were sending each other nudes and sexting. I honestly couldn’t believe it. I noticed how wet he got her multiply times. One time when they were texting I rubbed her pussy and it was really wet, more wet than I have ever made her. They facetimed, called, texted, and she even went to the extent of making a new account behind my back to continue texting him. I just couldn’t believe how horny she was for him. But after a few months of build up, the day finally came…

We all met up at a hotel and almost immediately they hit it off, laughing and kissing. She immediately got on top of him and riding her nice petite asian ass on his big black dick. He undressed her and started sucking her tits and to be honest I just couldn’t believe it. He eventually laid her on her back and started to eat her out and she began to moan softly and was rubbing her hands along his arms…He was flicking his tongue on her clit and squeezing her breasts. This is the part where it completely melts me: after a few minutes of eating her out he told her to get up and suck his dick. Before I can even see her do it all I hear it gagging and that’s when I realized she was already sucking it. She sucked him so good to the point he came and it landed all over her face and mouth. I kissed her when that happened and I couldn’t admit to myself at that moment but after more thinking I just loved the taste of her mouth covered in bbc cum. To be honest I thought that would be the end of that night but they kept going, doing the 69 position and eventually making out once more. I just don’t know how to feel, it feels so unreal. I want her to do this again but I’m not sure. If it happens again I will be sure to give an update!