Subbed to a guy’s page so I could watch him fuck my ex [cuck perspective]

My ex broke up with me a few years ago and I never really got over it. She was my first real love and she rocked my world sexually. But then she broke it off and moved away not much later. We stayed in touch as friends. I didn’t mind being stuck in the friendzone but it did sting when she openly talked about her new partners. She bi so she would often hook up with lots of hot guys and girls. She even had a few threesomes that made me super jealous.

What really sucked was learning about her starting to do sex work and starting doing porn. It really hurt knowing she chose sleeping with random guys for money over being with me. She clearly loved the attention from making content too. I never checked out her content because I felt too embarrassed. Now a few years later she deleted her videos and managed to scrub most of the stuff she did from the internet. I haven’t been in touch recently so I don’t know why she took it all down. There were a few random pics here and there still around. Those really turned me on and so I began looking deeper.

I found a video she made with a guy. The guy still does content and still has the video up… so I paid to watch him fuck my ex. It broke my heart to finally see her like that with another dude but I have also not cum that hard since I was with her.