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My girlfriend and I have been in the lifestyle for years. Prior to this play partner, we had threesomes with mostly females. We would go to a lifestyle club and do same room play, or sometimes soft swap. Then we thought it’d be fun to see if anybody online wanted to pay for her panties. That kind of took off, and there was one guy who eventually wanted more. She met up with him once a month or so, whenever he rang her and they would find somewhere public but private to fuck. She would always record it for me to watch afterwards. That lasted for almost a year. Eventually, once trust was built, they started meeting at his place. All the meanwhile he’s still paying for her underwear. One day she decided that she just likes fucking him and she doesn’t want to charge him anymore. They still see each other about once a month, she still records for me to watch. They get along and have things in common. The guy is actually a lot like me. We are around the same age. We have the same interests, and it was part of why they got along so easily to begin with.
They fuck at his place on and off for months, while also texting regularly, and she can tell he’s falling for her. I ask her what her feelings are and she says she likes the way he fucks and cares about him as a friend, but can take him or leave him. They start upping their visits to every two weeks, then every week. She went out to dinner with him a couple times and even hung over his house and met his friends. All the meanwhile I’m checking in on her emotionally and she knows he’s fallen for her. She tells me how he has referred to her as his girlfriend to his friends. She says she likes the attention and “escape” he provides, but it’s still very much just sex with her. She explained to him many times (I’ve seen the messages) that their relationship is just fucking and she’s not open to anything emotionally.
Her and I hit a rough patch and put a hold on all our “extra curricular activities” which lasted 6-8 weeks. We eventually smooth things over and she eventually goes over to fuck him. Later on when I watch the recording I hear “I’ve missed you” “I’ve missed your dick so much”. The talk is more than just sexual. It’s intimate.
After a couple weeks of this, she comes home from fucking him, and starts to initiate stuff with me, still dripping with his cum. We’re both extremely turned on. In the middle of things heating up, I ask her for any emotional updates emotional update, and she said that she likes things with him, and she knows he loves her, but she doesn’t see loving him. I ask her how she does see him, and she says “I see him as my 2nd boyfriend”. Which hurt as much as it turned me on. It’s an incredible mix of emotions.
She says she likes him and she likes talking to him and the way he touches her and she cares about him.
Right now they’re still seeing each other. I’m still watching the recordings. I can still read their messages whenever I want.
It terrifies me and turns me on at the same time. This stranger who went from paying for her panties has become the someone she sometimes spends the night with, goes on dates with and they’ve developed feelings for each other.
It’s evolved so much over the past 2ish years.
Where does it go next? Should I do anything to slow it down?
I like watching them fuck more than I like fucking her. Is that too far gone?
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