From an open relationship to just being the cuck [cucks perspective].

There is a difference between an open-relationship and hot wifing and cuckolding. For us it started when we went to a swingers party. Some friends encouraged us to go, I wasn't that keen but my girlfriend got talked into it. It was more of party we were told, drinks and a pool and some play rooms. So we went, hung out chatted about what was happening and laughed. I slunk off for some drinks and it was me, not my girlfriend that dipped in first. I got chatted up by a girl and before I knew it I was getting a blow job by the pool. My girl friends friend saw me and reported back. No, I said in my defence I have no objections if Sally wants to do that. So she did.

Back home she talked about about how big the cock she had sucked was. She didn't realise that they were that big! I laughed. But then when I was away for work she went to another party there. She reported back that she had had safe sex there. I wasn't too happy, but we were in an 'open relationship.' Then it seemed to be a regular things, I am away for workand she is fucking guys at the club.

I try for something on my trips but am no good, I am just jerking off to the hotel porn. She tells me she is fed up with the club, which makes me happy. But instead of the club she is having Bulls come round to the house when I'm not there. She even complains of being sore when I want sex. And indeed slow sex isn't something we do.

Then the inevitable happens, I am home and a bull comes round. I'm not happy. Next she says lets make it a three some. I assume a girl is coming, but she means me, her and the bull. Basically, he fucks her and she gives me a bit of a hand job. Of course it progresses, next time, she just fucks her and I am jerking off at the side, or holding her hand. Or I am licking her out and he fucks her. She changes bull and he wants anal sex. It proves difficult for him to get in, so I assist by holding open her checks, so he can't insert himself.

Before you know it you are cleaning her up, giving him a cleanup too and find yourself getting the mandatory slap in the face with his big dick.

Then I look and think is this really an open relationship? I'm no longer really capable of sex, my triggers have been rewired. I am now the cuck. All is ok of course till eventually she falls into a relationship with her Bull and I am out of it altogether. Not back on the dating market, but on the femdom market as an orphaned cuck, if you know what I mean.