How I [20f] found out my [22m] bf was a cuck part 2

This is continuing last post about my first time cheating on my bf since people seemed to enjoy it, he talked to me about the handjob I gave when we got home, I just told him I saw his cock size and wanted to stroke it. He looked so jealous at that answer making me giggle out loud without meaning to. My bf saw him feeling my tits up too but assumed that’s what it was and not sex thankfully.

I think he suspected it when he asked me “since I have to wear a condom, if you ever cheated you’d make him wear one too right?” And I told him “babe, if Ive never even let you cum in my mouth do you really think I’d let some random dude do it?”. Obviously this was a lie as I let all my exes do it, as well as (I’ll call him Ryan), cum in me within hours of meeting but this was when my kink for cheating really developed as I got so wet lying like that.

In all honesty the guilt I had the first time cheating went away fast afterwards as I started letting I’ll call him Ryan, come over as regularly as he wanted. Since he lived about 40 minutes away, I’d tell him to drive over before my boyfriend would even kiss me bye for work. When Ryan would arrive, we had a routine of sorts we’d always do for the most part. I’d leave the door unlocked for him and because I sleep in just panties, be waiting in bed already almost naked. He’d enter my room and pull his cock out, as to make the long drive less tedious I offered to give a blowjob as soon as he arrives.

The first time I sucked him off, I gagged so much I teared up. Ryan had joked that “my boyfriend wasn’t giving me any practice so I was rusty”, which is the truth honestly. Because he’s over for several hours to make the drive there and back worth it, there’s time to go more than once. I remember choking hard the first time I sucked him to completion, he makes me maintain eye contact while I’m blowing so I l can’t my face much either.

After I’d swallow, we would cuddle naked while he felt my body up, then when he got hard again would fuck me right where my boyfriend sleeps. I felt like that was too far at first, but since my bf didn’t notice for almost a year that feeling went away over time. I missed having a huge cock in me so much that it ended up being the main reason we got caught eventually, the neighbors would hear my moans and pieced it together that my boyfriend wasn’t home. Once Ryan got close I’d always wrap my legs around his back and pull him deep to cum in me, knowing my bf has never gotten to makes him cum so much more than before.

After that, he’d ask to take some pics of my body to “save for later”, so I’d lay back and pose for him while resting from my pounding. He loved my tits especially, he probably has hundreds of my nudes by now. He also liked to get a pic of my pussy leaking his cum afterwards as a trophy it seemed like. One of the cruelest but turns me on the most things I did was exit one of the creampie pics enough so my bf couldn’t recognize my vagina or the bedsheets, then sent him it. I told him it was my friend and he was like “woah looks like she’s having a ton of fun rn, work definitely isn’t as exciting”. I never risked doing that again but one of my fav little memories from my cheating era for sure.

We repeated this 2/3 times a week for months, though when he got a girlfriend recently he stopped for the most part. He now just occasionally comes over and lets me blow him, as he doesn’t feel like it’s cheating unless he starts doing things himself so no sex. Though I gladly give blowjobs still as it’s not often you get to suck a dick his size.

Before it sounds unfair to my boyfriend as he does go out and work all day, I always made sure to jerk him off while I sat on his face so he’d get to squirt his couple shots of cum while tasting what I told him was “just me having finished from using a toy before you arrived”. He must have tasted Ryan over a hundred times before he caught on, but only due to tasting a different guy so my story fell apart finally.

After this had gone on for awhile I started to talk to other guys as well, can share what I did with my co-worker and ex if there’s interest in hearing